life as mommy of 2..

i'm supposed to sleep but instead i'm blogging myself away..if i'm sleepy or tired tomorrow,i've no one to blame but myself(luckily its a sunday,yea!).nway,back to the title above,i'm loving every minute of it!!only thing that can make me feel miserable is my work :( seriously,the workload is getting heavier..i'm trying very hard to maintain my 'positive attitude' but i feel it is deteriorating..don't get me wrong,despite the heavy workload,i do like what i do,only thing is that sometimes i feel its taking a toll on me in terms of time..i tried my best to settle the work given but there's always not enuff time.and of course, now that i've got 2 kids to look after, i can't be going back late/stay back for long..susah la eh,tak keje i need to help the family,keje plak, sometimes i feel guilty when i have to work on weekends and leave my babies behind with the maid,help!!!whatever it is though,alhamdulillah i'm glad that i'm still able to fully breastfeed ariff and that my milk production is stable,had to remind myself all the time that i need to keep my stress at bay because of this..takpela,if my niat is good i.e brfdg ariff and ikhlas in doing my work,insyaAllah everything will be smooth,aminn...